OKAY IM STUCK AT SCHOOL FROM LIKE 8:30 AM TO 6:20 PM TODAY SO IM ON MY LUNCH BREAK AND BORED AND JUST YEAH SO IGNORE THIS IF YOU DONT CARE YEAH


Trying to use a mac computer rn omgg

Like okay I have this thing with macs. I swear they dont like me

i keep trying to do wondrous PC things with them and they don't quite agree to this xD

The keyboards are....weird... and the controls are weird... I keep hitting some weird arrow button instead of the backspace-- I mean delete button.

ANYWAY school is... interesting. More boring than I thought.

I'm probs going to need some major learning assistance tho.
I've got the handwriting of a doctor, dyslexia, and sometimes my hand just doesn't want to write. I can draw just fine but there's something about writing that I just. get this tick sometimes. ANYWAY besides that I have my attention issues so I'm probs going to have to get a notetaker to do my notes for me. I also have an issue of not being able to pick out the important parts of a paraphragh when taking notes.

Anyway, that personal crap aside, I guess things are okay. The only thing I'm honestly not used to is being around so many white people xD
My high school, the minorities (black, hispanic, asian, mixed) were the majority and the majority (whites and such) where the minority. Heck even the white people were black xD

The atmosphere was just... different.

I don't miss my old school in the way that people were really annoying and hung up on booty and money and just really ghetto. Everyone slung curse words around in regular conversation and acted as if that were normal and they didn't have respect. Not just for their peer but for their teachers either.

BUT HOWEVER what I DO miss from my high school that I wish was at my school NOW is the atmosphere. Not the gritty ghetto cursing atmosphere BUT my old school people were much more willing to be open and strike up conversation with you.  It might be a pointless convo, but convo nonetheless.

People are more willing to care and compliment. If they see you with your head down on the desk and you look ill, 9 times out of ten someone, ususally a girl, would just tap you and ask if you're alright.
At my current school.. so far I haven't gotten that. Just alot of people kind of.. ignoring you until you talk to them. I am SOOO Tried of being the initiator. For once I want someone to come up to me and be all like YO SUP WE SHOULD BE FRIENDS and yeah but ohh well

Eventually I will get to know people but it honestly shouldn't be like that.

Buuut boredom rant over, as well as this useless journal entry. Carry on my good people.

idk trying to work on art as well but the weird thing is, the more art-related classes I get introduced to, the more I start to loose my drawing mojo ;-;

CREYS